Desire

Much want to be taken, yet given,
From begnning to end desire is what found,
Its a deep mystery, but we have always it in us around,
As we grow, days remain uncertainty,
In that journey, some may miss the lifes beauty,
Life for anyone never prefect
It is what we do, that we regret
World of everyone life, bloody full of blame,
East, west, North, south, drown in a waste of shame

Warmest compassion, is what more people care
The greatest gift you can give and never can more
With a glad and grateful heart;
Spread around you the comfort
Then Earth will become a heavenly place
Though we will find happiness in every face

Becuase
Everyone dies, but not everyone lives
Today or tomorrow
Our soul end to the silence
And we may turn into white ashes

The way I feel for you!

Cold winds which never freeze,
Dew drops thrill the grass with graze
Moon enter the sky so splendour
Along the clouds,starts twinkle entire tender
Like a tremor, my veins fill with explosions
I stand today articulate my emoitions
With every passing day
Your thoughts have taken me away
That threathened my existence
Filled only with your essence
You have taken away my fears
The words I thought never can express
Magic reached very depth of soul, thats true
I found my heart needing you,
Everything feels today so right,
By hoping, that i will hold you in my arms tonight
Lets walk down next step together
I promise that i will leave you never

For you

As you walk through the path of life, Different kinds of people will thrive,
Listen to your heart, Dont let anyone change you apart
If are kind and true, the best will come to you
Forget the things made you sad, but remember the things made your glad
You will only make this world better, if your make yourself happier
Tomorrow will become yesterday, choices make your life relay
Life has to go on, no matter what and who left you and gone,
I am here for the good times to share, and in bad times to care,
So sparkle with joy and colorful glow, and make your day blow

To My Friends

As summer and winter accompanies with grin
Time should hold us wholly in twain
We come across people every day in our life
But only some stays with you through the strife
Yet we spend no time to contemplate our youth
Along the years we will get to know the truth
We blast through the things knocks at our heart
And forget anything happened on the spot
But times recalls when we grow old
All the things done will remain for us as gold
Life is too short,as it can end before you start
As it is a mystery beyond our thought
So widden your curves and let us together smile
As happiness stays only for a while
Come on, let take everyday towards the sucess key
Then your aim will be clear, that you will see
Before you reach your goal, time taken may be long
At the end, you will find things rarely go wrong
Deep in us, sits fast our fate,
So lets mould it, before it becomes too late
Lets us not forget the time and dreams we share
Forever dear friends, we should eachother care
Joy is what fills my heart now and i will pray
For the frienship is something which we will tarry

Mirror of My soul

City hidden under the dark cold night
At the roadcorner under the street light
I saw the snowflackes gather so bright
Beautiful as crystals and sparkle my sight
I Jump so high to catch them so tight
As they land on my hand, they were no more unite
But from the far, for my eyes flakes were so white
Like my life, they appear gleam from the far it might
Day and dusk I struggle, to make my life so right
But mystery burried in me leads myself to fright
As i wake up everyday, I make my mind to be wright
But deep inside of me, I still have that fight

I know the battle inside me will give no gain
But i couldnt cease my memories to come again
I left the time to heal my wounds and pain
O'er days and months passed by to the vain
I want to forget the warmth of you with strian
But i am unable to vanish the thought from my brain
I want to dissolve the nonsense in drain
But I see my feelings towards you never refrain
Once you planted your love in me as a grain
Now it have become a tree and stand as main
Thinking of past,the time went like train
A hour have gone and I realize I was under the rain

Exam (Nigthmare)

Restless night,
I hold my eyes shut tight and drawn
But I see no phase of sleep nor dream
Concepts, Pages, Chapters, Books
That is what stays tonight so stiff
No rest I get nor my brain calms down
Tried I feel physically and mentally

As dark dissolves into light
My breath gets heavy and heavier
The morning is here for the day awaited
I didnt doze but I am sure I ain’t awake.
With no energy I steped down from bed
In mirrow i see the reflection of fear!

I walk through the doors
By my heart pounds in my mouth
I see anxious students, curious teacher
Minutes gets shorter and shorter
Blood flows through my veins
With constant pressure and pain

Finally I hold the paper in my hand
I read through, but everything is so new
Around me; People write papers after paper,
But I sat there with a blank head!
I try again and again, but I see no use
Anger, frustration and resentment are clear,
Teardrops fall to the paper I hold

I want to throw away the paper and scream
Please feel the struggle that I face
What I face is not a myth or lie
It is real and I stay with it,
The one I have come to hate,
The one that holds my fate.

Skania (Countryside)

Morn wakes up with song of harmony
Behind the terrace side of mountains
Golden hue rise with a smile of light
Droplets of summer morning dew
Covers the green grass as sparkle
Brings the dry earth to renew,
Bright blue sky reign in glory
Shedding leaves dancing in breeze
By rose petals blow on swining
Waves of sea reach the shore
Across the damp sand and shells
Birds and butterfly fly through window
Flutter and whisle the nature melody
Sweetly and gently in my ears
Just beyond the sun set
The night enters the day so calm
In the light of the moon
Stars twinkle next to it so bright
Day close its eyes in the wonderland

Hope

The whole world is like a dream,
Nothing here would be at the end mine,
As seasons changes and it will show,
Days dissappears in my life,but i still try it glow
I throw everyday a peice of rope
To give myself a chance of hope
A ray of faith perhaps may left
By making a new start, i have to heft,
Time have been taken, may be long
But now I have to make a choice along
Now the path to my aim is clear
Hope only for the keys to the sucess appear.

Life

Life is a long road, but you have to travel that all way,
If you dont, you will be left behind one day
Chocies you made might turned to darken dream
But you never know, Light might into your tomorrow beam,
Life is not easy to anyone for the most,
But its in your hands, if you take every step with a toast,
Paths of life can be long or short, windy or steep
But experience you gain at the end will be heap,

Sleepless Nights

Minutes feels like hours,

As dark dissolves into the early dawn,
Heat sowlling my body, so turn my pillow again and again..Counting sheeps, happy moments in my life
Everything was passed but nor sleep reach my eyes
Every sound i hear, even my heart beat is gaint noise for me I stare at the electronic clock before it’s buzz,
Still it surprises me, though I know it’s going to.
With a swollen eyes and like as a deafeted deer

With no enegry in body or soul,
Steeped into a another day

Its again taken away!

I lay there with closed eyes, exhuasted and defeated!
And my feelings come back again!
My soul falls into darkness by tears rolling on cheek
I see colorfull rainbow spread so wide so beautiful,
Made me jump so high with joy, reaching the blue sky
A loving hand reaches for me, holding me tight
Now I feel so safe, Nothing bothers me anymore,
Painfull memoreis will not sneak through, Nor
Fear will kill me slow,
For a wink
Ach everything transforms to troubles and sarrow,
Godness turns into evil, Heaven turns into hell,
Now your existence emerges to non-existence
Loving hand of yours is there anymore,
I am trying to run away from the pain that is growing
By holding my love in hands without realzing that is like sand
A strong gust of wind can just shifts that away from my hand
Fear from the past, Fear for the future
It seems impossible to breath, My heart is beating too fast
My body is shivering, Pain spreads through out the body
I open my eyes,
My pluse were shutter in the stroms, Body was burrning,
The pain inside me is more then what i can bare
I realize, I remember how to sleep.

Golden Minutes

I have something, I must reveal
Every single golden minute, I spend with you will not even vanish on my death bed,
Some minutes die out by holding your hand, some in embrance tight hold and some in endarment
Tears rolled by looking at the eyes I dont know so well, in the fearfull securence.
Still my feelings growing deeper and whatever i try no matter,
No sin, No crime I commit nor i didnt forgot the reality
Love is the only thing I render or I receive,
Right into your hands when i belong
Though in my heart only you seems to be matterd,
The sense may not reach and apprehend,
But the love was two though, and Now I alone.
I know you will never love me,
Although i have to confess it
Every single golden minute, I spend with you will not even vanish on my death bed,

Never or Forever ?

Time will run out soon, I know atlast i will be left as loon,
But i am sure that you will get to know, No matter where ever you go
It might takes for you forever to see, what i have for you in me
I know that my love is devine, even thought you might not willing to be mine,

Because right now

You are the first thought i have when dawn rises
You are the last thought i have when i close my eyes
I know you will fade away, but i cant see my love towards you decay,

I can only say

I love you and i always will, even you dont love me back still,
I will near to you around, when trobules in your life let you down,

I wish i could say

Take me in you arms, dont ever leave me to the relam,

Infinite Pain

Still trapped, as my heart so caught
I want to give up, but deep inside me is your tought
So many feelings rushing around inside me
Your percious silence, I love most thee
The love to the depth you showed made me so wee
No matter how defeated my soul may feel,
I cant end this, and I see no way to heal,

Friends forever

Many clouds have passed by
Still I am under the same sky,
Yet you came as a stranger,
Quickly as minutes turn into hours
And days turn into weeks,
Words became sentences,
and non-stop conversations,
True freinds are hard to find
As a needle get in a haystack
Now I have one and I will be,
When You laugh
And when you cry
I would be with you,
Even my head bowed in sorrow
Now I know
I have a friend to confide
we have a trust very rare
That confirms we will be
Friends forever!

Who AM I

A mother strife to give her child a life
A lover crave to give the love to his belonging
A father fight for to save his family
A son strife for make his father dream alive
A daughter keeps her mother name along the way
A Friend stand by you in diffculites

I wanna be LOVED

I stand alone in the cold midnight rain
Pain saturate in the blood run throuh my vein
Emotions sprint through my mind as a spinning weel,
It cannot be explained, but i know there is no way to heal,
Eternal feelings abudanced comes straight from heart
I am so scared, as i am slowlly falling apart
Everyday that goes by, feels longer than before
By knowing the fact that it cant be the same anymore
Once you came into my life, and let it for a while glow
As days passed you caused only pain, by your promises blow
I thought our affiliation remains forever
But it turned out to be happened never
You let my heart cry again and again
For a Desire You thought to gain
Now I am teriffied to put a smile on my face
As i may get disapperaed without a trace
Remembrance of my past lead feelings twisted inside
Now i am confused to choose the lifes right side
I want my trains of thoughts about you fade away,
And find a new eposide of life to live on my way,
So dream with me these empty months of sorrow,
Held a flame in my soul to find a blissfull tomorrow
Yet I wish deep inside a beautiful flower to bloom
Light my life now in the dark, in the gloom.

To My Mom

Old enough to have a life on hold
But You will be my potter, my mold,
With adumbrating pain in your heart
Sheilding us from your wounds apart
You were working finger to bone
To give us worldst saftest home
You protected us under your wings
Dawn to dusk from the evil eye rinse
You were a woman of devoition
A mother with love as ocean
Your Caring wipe my tears
Will give me faith witout fears
When the hard times are bad
And my days drench with sad
You helped me get on track
Spirit you gave bring me back
You will be my idol of hope
Without giving up I will cope
With your guidance i will strive
For the life and to survive
I owe my life to you to repay
For the love you showed all the way
I promise I will make you proud
By the world saying it loud
I wish hunderd more years
In this world to be with you here

This is MY LIFE

I often wonder why, why
People crawl into my life and let my thoughts die
It is me who patiently climbed to success
But you were not happy for my sake I guess
Once I find my life on the dark side to cease
Knowing that you vanish without a trace
Life I have been trough has been tough
Moments and incidents I find enough
I am not only made up of flesh and bone
Words you put across lead my heart to torn
Now you are here again to condemn
On reasons you find in my life random
I realize that I havent yet live a life to this point
So dont make life over and over again disappoint
I want my life and days for my own
So please leave me and my life alone.

To my sister

The seeds of strength, you placed in me
Given me a firm grasp on endless life
The love between us is so devout so pure
Pearls of happiness we gather affirms
Life choices made might taken us apart
But you are close to every beat of my heart
My love towards you would be endless skies
Despite everyday a part of me dies
Most we gone through will stay unspoken
But I promise that our bond will never broken