Friday, August 20, 2010

Its again taken away!

I lay there with closed eyes, exhuasted and defeated!
And my feelings come back again!
My soul falls into darkness by tears rolling on cheek
I see colorfull rainbow spread so wide so beautiful,
Made me jump so high with joy, reaching the blue sky
A loving hand reaches for me, holding me tight
Now I feel so safe, Nothing bothers me anymore,
Painfull memoreis will not sneak through, Nor
Fear will kill me slow,
For a wink
Ach everything transforms to troubles and sarrow,
Godness turns into evil, Heaven turns into hell,
Now your existence emerges to non-existence
Loving hand of yours is there anymore,
I am trying to run away from the pain that is growing
By holding my love in hands without realzing that is like sand
A strong gust of wind can just shifts that away from my hand
Fear from the past, Fear for the future
It seems impossible to breath, My heart is beating too fast
My body is shivering, Pain spreads through out the body
I open my eyes,
My pluse were shutter in the stroms, Body was burrning,
The pain inside me is more then what i can bare
I realize, I remember how to sleep.

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