LOVE CAN NEVER BE DESTROYED
You cannot hide your feelings if u tried 2 .At some place at some moment with out knowing yourself you will express to someone who you really love .
Me standing on a
platform.
Playing with rain, with out knowing.
I turned into a five years girl.
I closed my eyes.
Remembered my childhood.
The old house that trembled in a storm.
Remembered the smell of land, after the rain.
Smell of clay, smell of mud, smell of dung.
I wondered was I am back to my old life.
I could hear something unpleasant,
What was that? I asked my self.
That’s was mechanical jolt which bring me back to earth.
Once more a woman, I climb on board the train,
Carrying nothing but a smile as I begin another journey.
BURDEN
She was soon to become a mother
of what she thought was a burden.
Taking a deep breath,
walking the lonely road of hers,
towards a white building with a red cross,
reminding her of the devil wanting to take away a part of her
that she was willing to pay.
The hands of her were drenched in blood,
not for killing, but for let it happen.
Smile
Laughter
Speaking
The loss of what could be her most precious thing,
made her burn forever,
like a tattoo that could never be removed.
Tears wont bring back the dead,
nor will it clean her from the sin she made.
Life in this world is a precious thing.
A part of her will always be gone,
she realizes what she did was wrong.
All Alone
I was stepping into a new world all alone,
Thinking that I never can come back,
Seeing myself as one in 400,
Waiting for a stranger all alone,
After 763 days me again sitting all alone,
In front of an mechanical jolt,
Thinking through the,
Laughter
Tears
Hate
Stress
Eagerness
And about the day that I am going to
Disappear all alone.
Friendship
Helpful, honest, truthful, warm,
Forgiveness, laughter, precious, sorrow, tears
This is what friendship is!
Last Chance
Carrying a letter in my shivered hand,
Thinking of him to accept,
Knowing that we will never meet again,
Going some steps forward,
Thinking different through my mind and heart,
Swallowing my saliva with fear,
Saying to my self, this is my last chance.
The Life
Don’t be parsimonious, don’t be jealous.
Don’t be cruel, don’t be harsh.
Don’t be sad, don’t be angry.
Don’t be tried, don’t loose hope.
Because you have only one life,
And only one chance to do all the
Best you can do.
My world
The sound of a human creation
Made the filaments in my ear,
Burst into thousand pieces,
I was looking around,
With my black rings under eyes,
All genders passed through,
Active and fresh with a destination,
Everything around me was still black,
I saw only me in my world,
A mystification world,
Everything seemed impossible,
I didn't had anything,
Even I had everything.
I wondered.
Was I left over by this world?
Or is this a misapprehension?
Which makes me loose hope?
I closed my eyes
I imagined myself as a person
Who been defeated in war,
Who are dieing with dangerous sickness,
Who are dieing in hunger,
Who are not at least getting a chance,
To live a life in this beautiful world,
I realize that I am the luckiest person,
Who is having a chance to change myself,
The segregation between people,
The poverty.
Tears ran through,
Not for I am crying,
Tears of joy,
For realizing how precious,
The life is.
She born for us
She born for us,
Lived once with a idea,
That food is life and her village,
And when she got to know,
What really life is,
She saw the world only
With full off,
Poverty
Loneliness
Hunger,
But had thoughts to never give up,
She worked hard but couldn't
Change anything in her life,
At last with a hope and dreams,
She ended up
In a world of marriage,
With out knowing that
This would be worse,
She cried, but no one could hear her,
Expect god,
But instead of giving a solution
He gave two daughters,
She was happy and sad,
And her confusion made her cry
Once but never again,
She fought through everything
Just for us, just for our future,
Just for not show her previous
Life for us,
She born for us.
Why should I?
Why should I think?
Everyone is my friends,
Why should I think?
There happiness is mine,
Why should I think?
I need to help them
When they need me,
Why should I think?
That they have to
Show the same affection,
As I show,
Why should I think?
They are not accepting me,
As their friend.
Why should I?
A frozen dawn
I am lying on my bed, with a warmed body,
Under the blanket, with my eyes close,
Not for I am in sleep, but for the light
Which my eyes are avoiding to see,
For the day which it don’t want to met
but I opened my eyes,
when I realized that my eyes cant be
closed forever, not yet!
The only thing I saw was,
A frozen dawn in my life.
Satisfaction ???
I always think I don’t have anything.
But I have everything.
I always think not even my small dreams come true.
But all most all my dreams came true.
I always think that I have no true friends.
But I have a gang around me where ever I go.
I always think that no one is taking care of me.
But I have many people who are willing to take care of me.
I always think I am the only person who is having the world’s greatest problem.
But I am would be the person who is having the simplest problem.
I looked myself in the mirror and asked my reflection
Am I never going to be satisfied?
Then I realized then that I am a human
Not a saint.
Exam
I saw him,
With an evil laugh, he sat in his stool.
I had not more then hopes, when I stepped in to that room.
All my mates were also tense, but not more then me,
At last the minute came which we were waiting for,
I got my papers, while I am sweating to the death
As usual he showed his attitude,
By giving his weird questions founded from an website
Which we never kind find
I wanted to cry, but I can’t cry nor escape from the dam exam.
My 20th birthday
Days, hours, minutes, seconds disappeared,
It’s already my 20th birthday.
More then 3/20 years of this life time disappeared in unknown world,
It’s already my 20th birthday.
More then 9/20 years of this life time disappeared in a punishment filled world,
It’s already my 20th birthday.
More then 3/20 years of this life time disappeared in a mentally depressed world,
It’s already my 20th birthday.
More then 5/20 years of this life time disappeared in my future searching world,
It’s already my 20th birthday.
More then 1/3 of all this life time disappeared in my sleep,
It’s already my 20th birthday.
Autumn
The storm of leaves were passing trough me,
I am standing there and looking around
The half dead trees where asking me help,
Which end up in the blizzard,
The black clouds which are moving away
Without knowing where the end is.
The sun set, where the sun itself don’t
Know if it will rise tomorrow.
The screaming children’s who are running away
And hiding from the blowing wind.
The anxiety birds which are flying over me,
With out knowing where their winter will be,
I am standing there still like a statue
Raised my arms to hug the nature.
MY LOVE
The stranger you were once,
But with your kindness, you!
Theft my heart, as days gone,
Now I realize, I will be nothing,
Without your love.
The stranger you were once,
You made me laugh, you made me cry,
But I never hated you, nor will I,
I know I will be safe,
When I am with you.
The stranger you were once,
Now I want to live together,
All my years of life,
Until my soul leaves me,
Until this world disappears.
Its me
When ever I stand in front of the mirror
I see myself as a sack with full of problems
But do I have really have that many problems?
My wish
If I could have just only one wish.
I want the word hunger disappear.
If I could have just only one wish
I want the word orphan disappear.
If I could have just only one wish
I want the word miserable disappear.
If I could have just only one wish
I want the word union to appear.
My needs
I want a heart to wish me luck when I do something special.
I want eyes to let some tears when I achieve something.
I want ears to hear, all my pains.
I want arms to hug me when I feel lonely.
I want hands to raise me up, when I fell into a problem.
I want some one.
Dam school
Everyone knows school as a place gives knowledge.
But do you know,
It’s also the place which give pain,
Anger, tears, loss, depression.
At last it makes that person mad.
A dream
Standing under a rain
Waiting for a train
Crying with no vain
Trying myself slain
My heart is bare
With pain and sore
Striving to wear
With his hug full care
Breathing a air of hope
Waiting for a scope
It took me high on a slope
Screaming of my sister got me awake.
