My Beautiful Life

When I trap with problems around
And people everywhere make me down
Upon your lap I crawl my adorable mother
There I found my treasure
I have been dimond and valued then gold
Eventhough mistakes I did are sight to behold
Love you show is endless and unselfish
Nothing more anyone can wish

In the times of laughter and times of tears
I had one with me; through the years
A shoulder to cry and secretes to share
You were there and to really care
I thank god to giving me
Such a wonderful sister there could be

Many people pass through my life each day
Only few stand by me and stay
I often feel how lucky to find great friends
I wish to have them until my life ends

When i havnt had strength to stand
You lend me your helping hands
Through my pain and strife
I hope you stay constant through my life

Uncertainty

Cruel words and voilent blows,
But hidden secret in me no one knows,
Deep inside, I bled
It invisible, no one can see indeed
Through miles and miles my mind run
Away from the reailty or that ever said or I have done,
Forbidden love, Unrevealed secrets I burried in barrow
Haunting my existence like a shadow
Discomfort of my monster fear
Scares me to death, which I cant bare
Feeling of confusion in my brain
Condemed to suffer once again
Something I can no longer hide,
Cant count the tears, that have yet to be cried

I wish

I had a dream; which suppose; not to be a dream
Wished to be blessed by god love beam
There might be millons of statrs gloring above
But i desired for only one dad who love
Who would save me from falling apart
And wipe my tears away from my eyes by heart
Would be there to hold my hands
And make me laugh with stories never end
Who gives the guidance i need
And there; when i need confidence indeed
Teaching the things i have to know
To understand wrong and right as i grow

Passing of strangers

In between intimacies I pass;

Often I stuck in a mass

Where No discriminate between man and woman

Rather I been remembered to be a human

Life we have often short and sweet

Time with us offer little smile and greet

As we stands on the lifes road

Staring up above into the dark sky board

Life can seem ungrateful and not so kind

Pull our strings and play with our mind

It is so strange with its twist and turns

As everyone of us at some point learns

We seed a goal in mind; that grew and grew

Try to dig our life treasures with no clue

Focused with directions and purpose

Seeking out new meaning that life propose

But just in knowing that someone cares

Which hold us close in thoughts and prayers¨

Life will be so colorful and beautiful

When strangers becomes friends is so wonderful.

Endless circle

I found myself refugee again in the world of fantasy
Illusions lie in my head rushed like crazy
I tried to hide below the surface of reality
As the clock tics; I dejavued to the actuality
The feelings ran through my vein
Silence around me drove me insane
Endless striving day by day
Soul mine cried; soul mine that pray
Since days Of sadness are thing of my past
As i havnt found true love ever last
Its like a endless fight; I never seem to be win
Memories have been engraved, deep within
Desire is a feeling that emerges my temptation
The fire that burns deep inside led me to frustation

Natures color

Glorious dawn swooped into pit-black
As dark clouds above me hack
Rain drops from the clouds and on to trees
Down to the ground and leaves
Pearl drops lay on grassy bed so green
Washes away the dirt so clean
Bees buzz around the pinky bud
Gather nectar from the flowers bed
Wiggly mud on the road side was so brown
My white shoes turned soiled as I drown
When the wind stopped, cotton clouds entered so white
Which i wanted hug them so tight
Hevanly sky basked so blue
I stood there amaze thats true
The blazing sun smiled through was so yellow
Let found me in the natures harmony so wallow

Coward Soul (echos of my soul)

I lost among the stars in the silent night
Beneath the bright sky and twinkling stars delight
Thinking about my past, and how it didnt last
And my burried sorrows to the vast
My bleeding heart filled with pain
Which droves me insane
The desire to be with you tore me apart
I felt like a knife have been put though my heart
Friendship we created over the days
I dont want that to end with the tears
I dont know how long i can keep this in
Thinking about you, i cant restrain