Never or Forever ?

Time will run out soon, I know atlast i will be left as loon,
But i am sure that you will get to know, No matter where ever you go
It might takes for you forever to see, what i have for you in me
I know that my love is devine, even thought you might not willing to be mine,

Because right now

You are the first thought i have when dawn rises
You are the last thought i have when i close my eyes
I know you will fade away, but i cant see my love towards you decay,

I can only say

I love you and i always will, even you dont love me back still,
I will near to you around, when trobules in your life let you down,

I wish i could say

Take me in you arms, dont ever leave me to the relam,

Infinite Pain

Still trapped, as my heart so caught
I want to give up, but deep inside me is your tought
So many feelings rushing around inside me
Your percious silence, I love most thee
The love to the depth you showed made me so wee
No matter how defeated my soul may feel,
I cant end this, and I see no way to heal,