My Friend

Loneliness tearing my heart apart,
I feel no more pain but i am not insane,
Deep inside happened a war, defeated with a sore,
I can feel it and is real which cant be heal

My feelings are not yet dead and cant be hide,
Dawn and dusk are same and i dont want to blame
Nothing anymore is my own, I am standing all alone
In the rain and not able to change my thoughts of train

One moment i was glad, to get you as friend,
But it took only few days to get it to end,
I though now i can relieve sharing my trouble
which is not solvable, But i was not right I believe,
I feel so sad, but i didn't do to cause you bad,

Sometimes I cant express and it is an mess,
I am sorry and i hope you not to see worry,
Every night I pray, You to find the right way
Please dont fight, hope you have a good night.

Dawn

By cold breeze air waking up my soul; legs were marching towards to the man made jolt.
I saw silence hiding from the human merchandise;
But nature drag out the hiding silence with her smile; later songs of its flying creatures.
Darkness terrifies and wants to hide behind the silence; now it is darkness turn to hide where the silence should seek the sound.
Green giants were laughing at darkness with glory faces by saying hide yourself few more hours; now it is blissful time.
Hide and seek of nature teach me life contains both sides one is terrify of other.
This filled confidence and energies my hopeless heart.