To YOU!

Memories never pass away
It is a remembrance of the past
But it will travel with you ever last
Life would not be terrible along
If you sing it as rythm of a song
If you are happy as the sun shine
Everything aound you would be fine
Life is full of choices
If you dont listen to the voices
You are not loney anymore
Hopes are washed ashore
Here we are to love you
Hold our hands to walk through
Dont let your precious tear
For a worthelss pear
Let bad feelings float away
Have ahead beautiful day

One day in my life

The day is filled with sunshine;

A divine melody wishpering by nature,

wakes my soul lovely,

Glances then meet my shapless flame

thinking my heart found the rest

Happiness and love would be

Truth of LIFE

When life gives us our first breath: we step forward to our death
Life is too short: Time we loose, is lost forever!
Life consist; good and bad:Simple gifts of joy
Life is to hope and is to love: Life is lust and to give trust

Money isnt everything, as you gave its value,
Life will continue after you,become part of the ground
Tears spend for you, when you are no more;
Is the life what you are really lived in the merry world.

My Friend

Loneliness tearing my heart apart,
I feel no more pain but i am not insane,
Deep inside happened a war, defeated with a sore,
I can feel it and is real which cant be heal

My feelings are not yet dead and cant be hide,
Dawn and dusk are same and i dont want to blame
Nothing anymore is my own, I am standing all alone
In the rain and not able to change my thoughts of train

One moment i was glad, to get you as friend,
But it took only few days to get it to end,
I though now i can relieve sharing my trouble
which is not solvable, But i was not right I believe,
I feel so sad, but i didn't do to cause you bad,

Sometimes I cant express and it is an mess,
I am sorry and i hope you not to see worry,
Every night I pray, You to find the right way
Please dont fight, hope you have a good night.

Dawn

By cold breeze air waking up my soul; legs were marching towards to the man made jolt.
I saw silence hiding from the human merchandise;
But nature drag out the hiding silence with her smile; later songs of its flying creatures.
Darkness terrifies and wants to hide behind the silence; now it is darkness turn to hide where the silence should seek the sound.
Green giants were laughing at darkness with glory faces by saying hide yourself few more hours; now it is blissful time.
Hide and seek of nature teach me life contains both sides one is terrify of other.
This filled confidence and energies my hopeless heart.

Bad days!

Everyday is becoming an abandon,
waking up with full of fear ,
where to end up with a tear
Blind to the fact, that no one near,
My soul turns against me as a spear,
Kills me slowly, that is clear,
God I know you are the superior
Please help me out of the Bad year!

A Friend

We meet people as we walk through our life;
But not many becomes close to you; expect some
Friendship is a priceless gift; which you get from God!
which holds until the last breath you take in this merry world.
Far too many times we let unimportant things in between friendship
But the real friend of yours is there for you, when whole worlds leaves you behind

Beautiful Winter

In the dawn, darkness still exsist
Outside of windows I can see
The way covered with white blanket
embedded with diamonds, which
turned into white angle smiled
gently at beaming orange face.

Flakes holding hand with luminous
Fallen from heavens hand
Saying Good morning to all

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I can feel your warmth in my arms

I can smell the fragrance in your hair

I can hear your wonderous laughter

I suddenly realize that it was a dream

I cannot feel your warmth

I cannot smell your hair

I cannot hear you laughter

I miss you so much

Today's Poems

LOVELY FRIENDSHIP ...
Emotions that take heart
When a prayer of Peace was done...
Friendships that give off perfume
Good of feeling...
Fondness that owes to be respected...
Eternal gratitude when,
While closing THE eyes, one knows
What somewhere someone in
It transmits thoughts of faith
And optimism...
Someone wishes Us
All happiness!...
Lovely day for You...

When you came into my Life
Life was moving without fear without care
Then came you as a friend with a words
Which stuck like a quotes in my head,
Every movements was priceless, precious
And my heart wished the movements,
Would cover my whole life,
No doubt my soul owed you my life
Today, tomorrow and future for your kindness
Tears from my eyes told me life can’t be,
More blissful than this moment.
Felt like I am blessed of all gods

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My Strength

My strength is in You,;
My hope is in You
In You, it’s in You.

I will admire you with all of my heart.
I will honor you with all of my strength.
With all of my life
And all of my strength,
All of my hope is in You.

In You, it’s in You;
In You, it’s in You;
It’s in You.

You are my life

You never refusal the love which you have on me.

Replies don’t need to answer how much love you love me, it enough to know that I am in your thoughts

Without you there would be nothing.
You are my whole world.

Thoughts of you come with my every breath.
You are my life.
You came into my life and gave it meaning.
You took over my heart.
Your love is all I live for.
You are my life.
The pride in your eyes gives me a reason to try.
The love in your heart gives me reason to live.
You are the only reason I get up in the morning.
You are my life.
You have always been there for me.
Though I’ve severely tested it,
Your love has never wavered.
You are my life.
Thank you for always being there,
I need you.
I love you.
You are my life.

Paintings

Poems

LOVE CAN NEVER BE DESTROYED

You cannot hide your feelings if u tried 2 .At some place at some moment with out knowing yourself you will express to someone who you really love .

MY Poems

Me standing on a

platform.
Playing with rain, with out knowing.
I turned into a five years girl.
I closed my eyes.
Remembered my childhood.
The old house that trembled in a storm.
Remembered the smell of land, after the rain.
Smell of clay, smell of mud, smell of dung.
I wondered was I am back to my old life.
I could hear something unpleasant,
What was that? I asked my self.
That’s was mechanical jolt which bring me back to earth.
Once more a woman, I climb on board the train,
Carrying nothing but a smile as I begin another journey.



BURDEN

She was soon to become a mother
of what she thought was a burden.
Taking a deep breath,
walking the lonely road of hers,
towards a white building with a red cross,
reminding her of the devil wanting to take away a part of her
that she was willing to pay.
The hands of her were drenched in blood,
not for killing, but for let it happen.

Smile
Laughter
Speaking

The loss of what could be her most precious thing,
made her burn forever,
like a tattoo that could never be removed.
Tears wont bring back the dead,
nor will it clean her from the sin she made.
Life in this world is a precious thing.
A part of her will always be gone,
she realizes what she did was wrong.




All Alone

I was stepping into a new world all alone,
Thinking that I never can come back,
Seeing myself as one in 400,
Waiting for a stranger all alone,
After 763 days me again sitting all alone,
In front of an mechanical jolt,
Thinking through the,
Laughter
Tears
Hate
Stress
Eagerness
And about the day that I am going to
Disappear all alone.



Friendship

Helpful, honest, truthful, warm,
Forgiveness, laughter, precious, sorrow, tears
This is what friendship is!



Last Chance

Carrying a letter in my shivered hand,
Thinking of him to accept,
Knowing that we will never meet again,
Going some steps forward,
Thinking different through my mind and heart,
Swallowing my saliva with fear,
Saying to my self, this is my last chance.




The Life

Don’t be parsimonious, don’t be jealous.
Don’t be cruel, don’t be harsh.
Don’t be sad, don’t be angry.
Don’t be tried, don’t loose hope.
Because you have only one life,
And only one chance to do all the
Best you can do.


My world

The sound of a human creation
Made the filaments in my ear,
Burst into thousand pieces,
I was looking around,
With my black rings under eyes,
All genders passed through,
Active and fresh with a destination,
Everything around me was still black,
I saw only me in my world,
A mystification world,
Everything seemed impossible,
I didn't had anything,
Even I had everything.
I wondered.
Was I left over by this world?
Or is this a misapprehension?
Which makes me loose hope?
I closed my eyes
I imagined myself as a person
Who been defeated in war,
Who are dieing with dangerous sickness,
Who are dieing in hunger,
Who are not at least getting a chance,
To live a life in this beautiful world,
I realize that I am the luckiest person,
Who is having a chance to change myself,
The segregation between people,
The poverty.
Tears ran through,
Not for I am crying,
Tears of joy,
For realizing how precious,
The life is.

She born for us

She born for us,
Lived once with a idea,
That food is life and her village,
And when she got to know,
What really life is,
She saw the world only
With full off,
Poverty
Loneliness
Hunger,
But had thoughts to never give up,
She worked hard but couldn't
Change anything in her life,
At last with a hope and dreams,
She ended up
In a world of marriage,
With out knowing that
This would be worse,
She cried, but no one could hear her,
Expect god,
But instead of giving a solution
He gave two daughters,
She was happy and sad,
And her confusion made her cry
Once but never again,
She fought through everything
Just for us, just for our future,
Just for not show her previous
Life for us,
She born for us.



Why should I?

Why should I think?
Everyone is my friends,
Why should I think?
There happiness is mine,
Why should I think?
I need to help them
When they need me,
Why should I think?
That they have to
Show the same affection,
As I show,
Why should I think?
They are not accepting me,
As their friend.
Why should I?


A frozen dawn

I am lying on my bed, with a warmed body,
Under the blanket, with my eyes close,
Not for I am in sleep, but for the light
Which my eyes are avoiding to see,
For the day which it don’t want to met
but I opened my eyes,
when I realized that my eyes cant be
closed forever, not yet!
The only thing I saw was,
A frozen dawn in my life.


Satisfaction ???

I always think I don’t have anything.
But I have everything.
I always think not even my small dreams come true.
But all most all my dreams came true.
I always think that I have no true friends.
But I have a gang around me where ever I go.
I always think that no one is taking care of me.
But I have many people who are willing to take care of me.
I always think I am the only person who is having the world’s greatest problem.
But I am would be the person who is having the simplest problem.
I looked myself in the mirror and asked my reflection
Am I never going to be satisfied?
Then I realized then that I am a human
Not a saint.



Exam

I saw him,
With an evil laugh, he sat in his stool.
I had not more then hopes, when I stepped in to that room.
All my mates were also tense, but not more then me,
At last the minute came which we were waiting for,
I got my papers, while I am sweating to the death
As usual he showed his attitude,
By giving his weird questions founded from an website
Which we never kind find
I wanted to cry, but I can’t cry nor escape from the dam exam.

My 20th birthday

Days, hours, minutes, seconds disappeared,
It’s already my 20th birthday.
More then 3/20 years of this life time disappeared in unknown world,
It’s already my 20th birthday.
More then 9/20 years of this life time disappeared in a punishment filled world,
It’s already my 20th birthday.
More then 3/20 years of this life time disappeared in a mentally depressed world,
It’s already my 20th birthday.
More then 5/20 years of this life time disappeared in my future searching world,
It’s already my 20th birthday.
More then 1/3 of all this life time disappeared in my sleep,
It’s already my 20th birthday.



Autumn

The storm of leaves were passing trough me,
I am standing there and looking around
The half dead trees where asking me help,
Which end up in the blizzard,
The black clouds which are moving away
Without knowing where the end is.
The sun set, where the sun itself don’t
Know if it will rise tomorrow.
The screaming children’s who are running away
And hiding from the blowing wind.
The anxiety birds which are flying over me,
With out knowing where their winter will be,
I am standing there still like a statue
Raised my arms to hug the nature.


MY LOVE

The stranger you were once,
But with your kindness, you!
Theft my heart, as days gone,
Now I realize, I will be nothing,
Without your love.

The stranger you were once,
You made me laugh, you made me cry,
But I never hated you, nor will I,
I know I will be safe,
When I am with you.

The stranger you were once,
Now I want to live together,
All my years of life,
Until my soul leaves me,
Until this world disappears.


Its me

When ever I stand in front of the mirror
I see myself as a sack with full of problems
But do I have really have that many problems?

My wish

If I could have just only one wish.
I want the word hunger disappear.

If I could have just only one wish
I want the word orphan disappear.

If I could have just only one wish
I want the word miserable disappear.

If I could have just only one wish
I want the word union to appear.

My needs

I want a heart to wish me luck when I do something special.
I want eyes to let some tears when I achieve something.
I want ears to hear, all my pains.
I want arms to hug me when I feel lonely.
I want hands to raise me up, when I fell into a problem.
I want some one.

Dam school

Everyone knows school as a place gives knowledge.
But do you know,
It’s also the place which give pain,
Anger, tears, loss, depression.
At last it makes that person mad.

A dream

Standing under a rain
Waiting for a train
Crying with no vain
Trying myself slain

My heart is bare
With pain and sore
Striving to wear
With his hug full care

Breathing a air of hope
Waiting for a scope
It took me high on a slope
Screaming of my sister got me awake.