Wishper of thrill

Like dark clouds cover every part of sky
Thoughts still cling to the mouldering past high
Behind the heavy clouds the hidden sun still shine
Dust of hope keeps me fine
So unstable and unsure like muttering thunder
My mind filled with confusion and wonder
As rays of rainbow appear after rain
Tears of past is returning into smiles
Like lighiting flashes across so sudden
Suprises life has given to me so green
Scarlet of sunshine like gold
Peace amaze and nourish my soul
Like the climates turns on its way
My world changes every day

My Beautiful Life

When I trap with problems around
And people everywhere make me down
Upon your lap I crawl my adorable mother
There I found my treasure
I have been dimond and valued then gold
Eventhough mistakes I did are sight to behold
Love you show is endless and unselfish
Nothing more anyone can wish

In the times of laughter and times of tears
I had one with me; through the years
A shoulder to cry and secretes to share
You were there and to really care
I thank god to giving me
Such a wonderful sister there could be

Many people pass through my life each day
Only few stand by me and stay
I often feel how lucky to find great friends
I wish to have them until my life ends

When i havnt had strength to stand
You lend me your helping hands
Through my pain and strife
I hope you stay constant through my life

Uncertainty

Cruel words and voilent blows,
But hidden secret in me no one knows,
Deep inside, I bled
It invisible, no one can see indeed
Through miles and miles my mind run
Away from the reailty or that ever said or I have done,
Forbidden love, Unrevealed secrets I burried in barrow
Haunting my existence like a shadow
Discomfort of my monster fear
Scares me to death, which I cant bare
Feeling of confusion in my brain
Condemed to suffer once again
Something I can no longer hide,
Cant count the tears, that have yet to be cried